I miss you and these sunsets

This was a very nice sunset. Althought I didn't see the sun shining.
It was a foggy evening. There was fog all over the fields. Wonderful, coloured sky. Pink variating with yellow and blue. Amazing. Yes, there are much better looks, but this was kind of special. I felt something in the air. It was like talking to me. I wished to stay there for longer, but I had to go. I enjoyed the last minutes, watching how fog flows across the main road and watched how cars drive throught the fog. I looked all over me, a single tear slipping down my cheek. Althought there wasn't any tears, but I felt it deep inside of me. I was stuck in this moment, I was alone, waiting for you, to let you know that I love you. I waited there, but no answers.
That's when I really miss the time, standing and enjoying beautiful sunsets, together... I miss these times, because these times were always in my dreams. Dreams come true, but do they.. ?
Why aren't you next to me, there, holding me, making me smile... explain me why?